Thursday, January 06, 2011

It's been 10.

Ten years. And I'm still a bit flustered around this boy. It's always a bit unnerving to me when there's a perfect song. The ones that express exactly what you're feeling. It almost feels like an invasion of privacy. This song was it when we were dating. Now I feel like this one*...absolutely. Quite often when we're trying to fall asleep I say "I can't believe I live with a boy." He's for sure the very best thing that's ever been mine. There's no doubt that I'm only up when he's not down. And I'm only me when I'm with him. I definitely need his grace to remind me to find my own. I'm a love sick crackhead. We're stuck like glue. It's so clear now that he's all that I have.
Anyone else but him...not happenin'. I could go on, and on...we'll leave it on this note. Or maybe a bit of this fanfare...you'll be singin' this all day. And a good sense of humor...because maturity is overrated. We can all stand to be as literal as Adam Sandler.


*GAH! Note to self: watch videos in their entirety before posting. Sorry, parents. It even made me uncomfortable!! Sheesh. This was linked to Katy Perry's Teenage Dream. Look it up if you so desire. Be forewarned.